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My year of cancer

A year I hope stops by my artificially placed deadline. 

A year filled with 3 ER trips, 4 hospital stays, 11 rounds of FOLFOX, 9 of Panitumumab, and 2 surgeries. 

A year mostly on medical leave which I'm so thankful for, but could have handled sticking to my previous life's routine

A year I'm reflecting on while sitting in my step down ICU room post CRS/HIPEC and resection. I got to enjoy many things, while taking in the rough times.  

A year filled with high points like my expanded support system, time with my parents, house projects being completed, reengaging in photography, a new kid who picked me, and learning to read my physical signs.  

A year filled with low points like side effects, uncertainty for now and in the future, and struggles finding working pain meds after surgery.  

A year refocusing my life on what matters. 

A year I only survived cause of my faith in God and learning to give it all to Him.  

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